BLAH

I wasted the entire weekend being a bum. Rather, being depressed over some dude that was a complete waste of the past year and a half of my life. I realize now, even after countless people have tried to tell me, how much of an idiot I was for continuously believing all the lies. 

I've not only cut out so many people because of this one person, friends and potential guys to date, I've also become so bitter and angry. Idk how I've let someone who is not worth it consume so much apart of who I am and affect me so negatively. 

I need to wake up tomorrow and forget ALL of it and start fresh. #newbeginnings